haha, i have a confession to make. (this may not make sense to anyone who isn't a girl, haha.)
i'm a hipster-a-holic. i sort of wish i was one. actually, i have a few minimalist/photography pictures scattered around my computer to enable me to appear to be one. however, these photographs are scattered with pon&zi, gossip girl and well.. un-hipster-esque photos.
sometimes i think: okay amelia, why don't we just redesign your appearance? mm. lets start wearing vintage, or ooooh why don't i have the courage to wear that fur coat i own with my patent stillettos? why? because i simply am too scared. oh. that, and my father would um.. disOWN me?
but still, i think about it and maybe being really cool just isn't me. i realised it'd be waaay too much effort to keep up that facade. i mean, it means no more uber azn-ness :( and my hair would always have to have that 'i-just-got-out-of-bed-but-look-totally-perfect' effect and tbh, that's just too damn hard to maintain.
i guess i'll leave that world to the girls who can be bothered to stay there.
besides, i don't go to enough parties to take those cool 'i'm-so-smashed-but-i-still-look-really-hot' pictures that they all seem to have.
e.g.
mm who knows, maybe one day.
i can't see that happening though. i've been brought up conservative.
i guess i'm just going to stay conservative forever.
thanks dad, haha.
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