you're the best

IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD.
i sort of wish i had the courage to do things the unconventional way
but i can't do that to them, again.
we shouldn't be competing.
this isn't something that belongs to one person,
i like things better in my dreams ~
where i am somewhere with nothing to fear.



fact #33 : i wish i had listened.

i want a rocking chair.

What's on my mind right now:

hello mr. silverperchy!

hello you big fat picture of hyperbolised reality!

okay, yeah i am so nerd and lame
hahahahaha. one ag topic done.. four to go LOL.



the world works in mysterious ways. people have incredibly different priorities. people have strong exteriors. people have weak hearts. people have selfish needs. people love the wrong way. people eat lots of fruit. people cry alone.
people speak in silence. people don't understand. people stick you in a category. people lose faith. people don't think.


this may be one of the most disjointed thought processes you have ever read. but yeah, now you've met my brain.

cheerio. beef cattle, here i come.


fact #32 - i got my braces off today :D


PSHGAY.
xoxo

cause baby, you're all i neeeed.

okay. not a long post because i'm busy..
morning todayi went to church, then library and then channnny came over :)
the end. full stop. okay.


fact #31 - i've got a mini crush on mohawk guy from glee, even though he's gross ..

god's gift to women.

never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.

thankyou mr Bravin Ragavan's facebook :)


lian park is my new school bag?

hmm how was my day today..
honestly, it was okay. all i remember about it though was eating lots of yummy things and stressing and going shopping for tree's present this afternoon :D
Yun and I took kiran's shopping virginity! (while wearing exactly the same pair of undies LOLOL) haha that sounded waaay worse than i thought it would.




yeah, so after almost 2 hours of shopping (&learning how to take full advantage of discounts in woolworths) we finally decided on some really sexy presents and i'm officially proud of us (:

okay QUIZ!
who's nose stands out the most? seriously...

sorry i'm such a bad photo taker -_______-"

alright, gonna go. ciao.

fact #30 - AWKWARD TURTLE. yeah that's not much of a fact. deal with it.

i just let myself get played.

yay photos from frinight, to be continued ?

fact #29 - i just drank a golden gaytime krusher and it was soooo yum 8)

but i'm nothing on my own

i know, i'm boring. haven't really said much about how i'm feeling or what i've been doing lately. that's truthfully because i haven't been doing much. yesterday i wrote an essay! what else? i went to church this morning and prayed that God would forgive my sins.

I've sinned more than you might think.


fact #28 - my grandma has a strange obsession with making banana cake. but i don't minnnd! it tastes really nice :D

i'm crippled by distraction

i really like acoustic music :)
lots . and lots. and lots. and lots.

feel the rain on your skin, no one else can feel it for you.

i have 1061 images in my photobucket acc O_O

random things i am finding ..

winter 09 - bamcaps <3

beginning 09 - helllooo summer uniform!

year 8 ; tony started to wear gangsta hats.

08 - i liked to luvo with my dad.

08. i remember, that was a really peaceful day :)

08 - RSL party :D

fact # 27? - i like to look at old photo's all the time; i think thats why i take so many. so when i forget something i can look through my phone/computer and remember, and sometimes it helps me feel better :)

a promise in the dark .

chuck bass is not chat hahah :)

fact #26 - things sometimes don't go the way you want them to.

uncertainty

uncertainty.
uncertainty?
my brain isn't ready for this.
and it's the strongest thing in my body.

like cleaning out my core.


there's a feeling in the bottom of my stomach.
it starts with G
with a little bit of you and i
it's like i got a little too carried away
& now i ask why?
was it really even worth it?

oh hot dayum miranda kerrrrrrrrr

fact #25 - i've had some pretty fucking awkward phone conversations this week.

why do we all think that way?

sometimes all you need is a second chance, because life wasn't ready for a first one.

You can make life what you want it to be. What is meant to be will always find a way. It is better to be hated for who you are, than to be loved for someone you’re not. Be bold and courageous, when you look back in your life, you will regret the things you didn’t do more than the things you did.. because what appears to be the end is really a new beginning.



fact #24 - the grudge made BAM crap themselves : oh, and i look like a gerbil.

UP !UP! and away!

"I was hiding under the porch because I love you!"

UP IS SO AWESOMEEEAGHJHGAJGJHG :)
So is ice-skating, but i was lonered because i love sleep too much.
it's okay. BAM sleepover tonight

ANYWAY, more UP talk ;)


Hey, I know a joke! A squirrel walks up to a tree and says, "I forgot to store acorns for the winter and now I am dead." Ha! It is funny because the squirrel gets dead.
We love Dug 8D



well anyway, now i gotta shave my penis.

cheerio
fact #23 - BAM is 3 people.

you know what i mean

fact #23 - valvoline, you know what i mean ;)

christmas for your birthday

for a friend -

love, your buttcheeks ^^

for another friend -
i know you probably don't read this but
those people who i said love you ?
here's a specific example... me.
i might not be much but there's not much i can do.
dont let anything stop you from being happy and living life :)


fact #22 - i'm about to sleep now, hopefully.

experiences shape your future.

ehhh i'll continue on a session of thought vomit
which isn't surprisingly actual vomit --"

hahaha look, the eyelashes i got last week :)
i actuallly think they're pretty rad 8)

fuuuuck, i procrastinate way too much. it's like a disease or something. it's so frustrating.

---
yesterday i went a little overboard, to prove something to myself - and i did.
i proved that i dont need substances in my body to make me feel good and have fun.
i also proved, however, that i can pull off almost anything.
it was fun :) but i didn't need my electric pink friends for help, especially that it's hard to bleach bloody carpet and clean up shards of glass when you're pissssseeed.


it wasn't NOT fun or anything. but now i can diss people who get pointlessly trashed and not sound like one of those dickheads that puts something down without even attempting to experience it first.

yeah, i want something like that this summer.

fact #22 - i laugh ALOT when i'm drunk.