years come and go...

but 2010, you leave me speechless.
byebye soon. thnks fr th mmrs !

exactly the way i feel about you =

only a wish to be self-secure.

[Christina Aguilera]
Everyone thinks that I have it all
But it’s so empty living behind these castle walls
These castle walls
If I should tumble if I should fall
Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
There’s no-one here at all, behind these castle walls

[T.I.]
Observing the estate through the gate from the outside looking in
Bet you would think I got it made, better look again
I got butler, got a maid, and a mansion
The belief is that I’m living out a millionaires fantasy
With phantoms and Ferrari’s in the driveway
But you see the pain and the change of the same man’s
Your vision jaded by the grammy’s on the mantelpiece
Just switch your camera lenses you would see the agony
Apparently it’s damaging the man you see before you
On the canvas he may seem alright but all the disadvantages his family
Encounters overpowers his extravagance
Walk in my? I dare you
While it really seem like the kings life ain’t glamorous
As seen through the eyes of untrained amateurs
Because the camera’s don’t see beyond the walls of the smiles
Only counts until it falls in the pile

[Christina Aguilera]
Everyone thinks that I have it all
But it’s so empty living behind these castle walls
These castle walls
If I should tumble if I should fall
Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
There’s no-one here at all, behind these castle walls

[T.I.]
Honestly to me, I think I’d lose every benefit of all that I’ve accomplished
If my key is never with it, shit
Me knowing this, why should the verses I have laid
Be more important to me than the persons I have raised
I guess I’m saying that to say that opportunity
But they just don’t equate to all the time they take away
From the kids all the shit I did right is a mistake
If deyjah end up a stripper and major slinging yay
How could I ever consider myself a great
If messiah ain’t paid and nique nique ain’t straight
Would your favorite song about the whips, money and shit
Be relevant if you found out, the money wasn’t real, nope
So me being the goat shouldn’t mean more to me
Than see it to a king though
From a bad ass kid to man with some dough
Otherwise I may well have stayed poor
So while they stay focused on me beefin with flip,
Shawty low, Gucci or Ludacris
Or if I’m fucking with a hoe
Did I snitch when I got arrested or will I die over nonsense
Internally I’m dealing with this conflict
So excuse me if I don’t get the chance to kiss the hand
Or slap me in the face, ay I, m just the man
If they saying I ain’t the best at making hit records
It’s cause this my life these ain’t just rapping
shit, you think of that deep, did ya dawg
See you can’t see the castle through the walls till it falls
Bitch ain’t thinking with the deep, did ya dog
Cause see you can’t see the castle through the walls till it falls

[Christina Aguilera]
Everyone thinks that I have it all
But it’s so empty living behind these castle walls
These castle walls
If I should tumble if I should fall
Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
There’s no-one here at all, behind these castle walls

Nobody knows I’m all alone
Living in this castle made of stone
They say that money is freedom but I feel trapped inside it all
And while I sit so high up on a throne
I wonder how I can feel this low
On top of the world it’s beautiful
But there’s no place to fall

[T.I.]
For the record ay, I give a damn if I never said shit again
My career was meant for me to come and tell it
Honest interpretation of how affected I’m faced with
Matters most rappers used to keep locked away in the basement
The day that I walk I ain’t saying that I’m amazing
Down playing the way I keep fellas from catching cases
Won’t take into consideration how much it mean what I’m saying
And when I say what I mean even when I’m surrounded by the fakers
From one of the greatest centers, blessed with most of god’s graces
Who made his way amongst the greatest from the grimiest places
So next time you rating royalty, I’m always being given to recordings than the level
Of your loyalty, obvious you’ve been ignoring me
Who else ya seen make it through the storm, unharmed disjointed
While all the critics was looking for prince charming
Disregarded the king of the south raised doubt
Even though he made a castle out of used to be a house
He did shit that all your favorites rappers only rap about
But most of y’all don’t see the castle through the walls
And the smiles till it falls in piles so while…

[Christina Aguilera]
Everyone thinks that I have it all
But it’s so empty living behind these castle walls
These castle walls
If I should tumble if I should fall
Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
There’s no-one here at all, behind these castle walls

[T.I.- Castle Walls Lyrics (feat. Christina Aguilera)]

how could i forget a face like yours ? ;)

nothing to blog about, really. angry that i didnt make a lookbook post for yesterday D: i just realised how much i liked what i was wearing lolol after hating it the whole day

just for all you hipsters, (including me atm actually lmfao)

i should really stop complaining haha

you called me cutiepie this morning ! sigh why did i blog that... == MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!

wantchu to make me feel, like im the only girl in the world

You do know your christmas present to me is making me feel like i'm not enough for you ? :|

jealousy is poisonous.

i was going to blog about being lonely, but then i realised it's an insult. it's an insult to all those amazing people who actually stick out every day with me;
- who pretend i'm wearing sunglasses indoors because i think i'm cool and not because... i'm crying for no reason and i really need to find a way to stop that LOL
- who wait in line at a cutlery store so i can buy some bloody chopsticks
- & who tell me i'm not lonely and remind me that they're always there.

because fuck it, i may not be like you. but i've already lived through it and it's too much work. i'm much less stressed not caring what you think i wish i could stop comparing but i can't. the poison is my drug of choice. it's alot better than that awful tobacco in you, isn't it ?

canberrastylez, sneak peak. ceebs uploading haha :)

you're shit beautiful :')

^sorta weird, but i like how he's from sydney and isn't half bad :)

it's not that complicated, just click accept. it's not that hard i swear.

on another note, i never thought i'd hear heart attack and your name in the same sentence.
stay strong, i want you to see me succeed remember ?
fuck.

the end of an era, and you thought i was a big girl.

:'(


x

stolen of jess's tumblr. :)

I’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m annoying because i’m not chill enough. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because most of the time i’m happy. I’m weird because i’m not like you. I’m controlling because i get mad. Sometimes i’m clingy because i like being around people. I’m greedy because i like to be satisfied. I’m naive because i’m younger than you. I’m conceited because i’m proud of who i am. I’m rude because my manners aren’t perfect. i’m unappreciative because i don’t praise you. Don’t tell me who i am because i already know.

OH THAT'S IT

I WAS ONE MARK... ONE FRIEKING MARK OFF GETTING STRAIGHT BAND 6'S FOR SC.

GEO. ONE MARK. SCREW THAT. I SHOULDN'T HAVE NAPPED.

haha it's not bad results i'm angry at, it's that i was so close to my goal but not quite there that's peeving me off ):

cleaning the house.

yeah, i was going to write something. but i forgot. happy holidays!

LOL A LITTLE BIT COMPULSIVE.

so yeah, just so you know... the posts not written in 'georgia' are from my phone. usually i write those in bed LOL

anyway; yesterday zero parra had like a 2 hour sale !! my lustlist had a pair of cheeky black high-waisted shorts so i had to buy the WRANGLER ONES FOR 25% OFF OMGSH :) (they're the black ones in the first photo exactly!)
and yeah they make my ass look like the girl in the second photo... it's gonna take a lot of work to ease my dad into letting me wear them out of the house... (Y)

whoa sorry for sounding so dark and emo, it was just a thing..

so i love it when a pretty good report causes a banquet for dinner and a family night out involving racing p platers down the road, buying soft serve cones and having awkward conversations about the true sexual meanings of songs. oh how i love to be a Varua. (:

corny morning

God put a boy on this earth to be my best friend and protector. I dont even remember ehy, but since the first day we met, our fates have stuck together. It feels like it was by accident , like we didnt see the supereglue just sitting there. but i know it has purpose. (:

i see my soul in the mirror

ive missed to many appointments, like the boy sitting next to the side of the road. what am i going to do? its too much, too frequent now. my hands are shaking. how am i supposed to help you when i cant even help myself? I guess now its okay to hate the person who knows you the most

i always take your advice when it's too late

my heart's so good at breaking now. now i just gotta work on putting it together. im sick of pretending like its okay. you know this was the reason, the cause. you know it was a trigger. stop proving your point. and if youre really like that, maybe they were all right. maybe i need to think again.

so yeah i can't sleep but you can

since when was it ever okay to stop trying ? I'm sick of feeling like youre too good for a reply. press send. it was never "too expensive" before.

WOWOWOWO SHIT AWESOME

hello sunshine!

hahaha a little (tinyteeny! honestly) sneak peak of my fucktastically awesome xmas presents :)
*if i do say so myself...

HEY! IT'S CHRIS BROWN

THAT MADE ME FUCKING PUMPED. PUMPED FOR YOUTH BRO HAHAHA
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO ABUSE HER? WE COULD HAVE A SERIOUS ONE SIDED RELATIONSHIP GOING ON MR C.B. BECAUSE WITHOUT THAT SHIT YOU ARE MAYBE THE SEXIEST CELEBRITY I CAN CURRENTLY THINK OF.
secret unrealistic wish: i will be in a video like that one day. preferably dancing around wearing a midriff top and forever immortalising the simple pleasure of being young and carefree.

OH MY IT'S SO PRETTY. I HOPE HE LIKES IT.

there's this stunning feeling when you accomplish something for someone else.
my favorite is planning a surprise.



delivering hampers to people tomorrow. sigh, in 6 hours. should sleep more.
i really need to be cheery for that :)
i want to make them happy.

the tower.

drinking coffee, smudged upper eyelid of liquid mascara, a too-short dress, the smell of marc jacobs daisy and stromae playing in the background of the cafe

rush.rush.rush.
memories which i must
erase.erase.erase.

oh dear blog, you've missed a lot.

wellllll, last few weeks i've been quite content.

i met lots of cool people: like that sudanese ex child-soldier named Chute at the charity dinner (thanks for being so kind and saying sorry! i really don't mind. it was an honor to meet you, even if you don't read this hehehe) and the random babes&dudes at Dianas partay!
i've eaten so much i'm going to explode. took the afternoon off on tuesday to eat pho with annie -

and today i had the yummmmiest ramen :D -

mmmm today was a very chill day with my sister :) we watched due date in gold class, ate risotto balls and cheese, and drank moet chandon and cosmos until the movie HAD to be funny. it was anyway :) so our laughter wasn't too out of place...
year 10 is coming to an end. i don't know how i view that. all i know is that i like the feeling of sleeping in and feeling like i have the time to do anything i like.

JAPAN IN JUST OVER A MONTH! BEST BDAY PRESENT EVER :)

i did not realise how much i love this photo until moments ago.

♥

hiiiiii

i will be your motivator, your guide, your light.
i won't let you fall.

diana yoo's birthday 4thdec :)

:')

I need me a pair of leather shorts. please.

head and shoulders shampoo is the only thing i'll keep from you

I THINK ITS OUR ANNIVERSARY TODAY :DDDDD YES YES IT IS AND I LOVE YOU!

just sayin'

I WANT TO YELL AT SOMETHING.

I HATE THIS FEELING


THIS UNDESERVING, MISSED OPPORTUNITIES, PAIN THAT I CAN'T GET RID OF EVERY DAY.

WHY DO I FEEL SO INADEQUATE.
ALL
THE
TIME

FUCK OFF BRAIN
& EVERYONE WHO'S TELLING ME I NEED TO STOP THINKING.

because i need to stop thinking, i know.
and i don't need you to tell me to think about doing so.

my father is listening to 30 seconds to mars

this wasn't your passion. it was mine.
why did i let you rip it away from me?

because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.
because i am hopeless.


in this point in time, i can say, with my whole heart and everything i can muster... with the last ounce of honesty that most of you probably don't even believe i have left. i am sorry for ever hurting you.

if you want to make me feel worse now from this point,
it's on YOUR conscience.

HAHAHAHAH HAD TO POST HAHAHAHAHHAAH

oh borat,it's nice to meet you :D

hahahaha corny line surfing :')

Never explain yourself. Your friends don’t need it and your enemies won’t believe it.

A true friend is one who thinks you are a good egg even if you are half cracked.

My friends and I are the type that if the house was on fire, we’d be making s’mores and hitting on the firemen. I promise that when we are old ladies we will be rippin up the old folks home in our hot pink wheel chairs :)

you rang when they started watering.

HOLY FUCK YOU ON THE PHONE JUST THEN WAS THE SWEETEST, CUTEST MOST UPLIFTING THING I'VE HEARD IN A WHILE. OH WOW I LOVE YOU. AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU DO.

PC & PO FAEAEAE .... to infinity and beyond!

no one's blogging, and i have no formspring. so yeah... here you go.

a repost of a note i wrote literally a year ago on facebook... i want to compare haha

so... 2009:
What are three things you did today?
pee'd, picnic'd, pole danced.
baaah yeah and i alliterate.

Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?
slaap at, my house is a hole

Last thing you spent money on?
a book called dreaming about amelia ! :D

Do you believe that love lasts forever?
some types.

What's your favorite season of the year?
i'm talking bout errrrrybody getting krunkk
gonna smack em if they get too drunk.

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
haha nahs not really.

Do you talk a lot?
depends to who :)

What are you looking forward to?
christmacus !
and europe babybaby

Are you nice to everyone?
i try to be, sort of phails though hahaha.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
hhah thankfully she took it out ;)
LOLLLL

What about braces?
hehe. nope.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
i dont think the term slowly is best fir for what happened really.

Do you get upset over the opposite sex easily?
yess

Do you wish things were better?
they do alright atm actually.

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
i forgot a few, but yeah sure can darling.

Do you wear glasses?
sunnnglassies yeah

How have you felt today?
quite , awake. alive. happy. cold. warm. affectionate. hungry.

Have you ever been in a hospital?
only to visit chyaaa

Have you hugged someone in the past 24 hours?
yus yus yus yus yus yus
i love youuuuu :D

You receive $ without any reason, what do you spend it on?
hahah um depends how much .
clothing, and that shiz yes !

Does someone text you goodnight every night/?
almost.

What do you hear?
TICKTICKTICKTOCK

Do you miss anyone?
sure do

What are you craving at the moment?
churros hahaha
yes.

Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?
theree are a few of those people.


Do you remember who you liked 3 months ago?
umm yes i do, i uh mean. ofCOURSE i do ;)

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
hello newyears.

What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
chill.

When was the last time you were scared?
a while back

Can you be single and happy?
definitely dear.

Whose bed did you last sleep in other then your own?
chantellington campbell :)

Does anyone know your password besides you?
a few

Look around your room, is there anything that brings back memories?
heaps heapssss!

Are you happy?
no :) of course :) not :)

Will this weekend be a good one?
yeah it should be

Has anyone told you "Forever and Always" then left?
maybe.

Who do you sit next to in science?
ummmm BAM & ben.

Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
sister

How many kids do you want to have?
2 probably

What do you want to get tatooed?
my ankle/foot only if necessary. necessary being the main term in that statement.

Last girls house you slept at?
channnny baby

Who with?
um her ?LOL


yayayayay hahaha


What are you doing tomorrow night?
dancinggggg ballet



2010:
What are three things you did today?
took some medicine, ate some spam, maths

Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?
go over theirs, i hate having to be so careful. haha

Last thing you spent money on?
um macdonalds?

Do you believe that love lasts forever?
the special kind, yes :)

What's your favorite season of the year?
i'm not sure. i think spring !

Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping?
not really,

Do you talk a lot?
i suppose to those who talk to me :)

What are you looking forward to?
the end of schoooool! omfk it can't come any sooner. aye.

Are you nice to everyone?
well, i hope i am

Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
nuuup

What about braces?
no.

Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
uhhhh, slowly isn't the correct term. it was quite abrubt.

Do you get upset over the opposite sex easily?
just... him.

Do you wish things were better?
i couldn't ask for anything more x

Can you do the alphabet in sign language?
it's long forgotten, but once apon a time a could !

Do you wear glasses?
nah

How have you felt today?
sick, cold, longing, fear, satisfaction, exhaustion

Have you ever been in a hospital?
to visit someone yes

Have you hugged someone in the past 24 hours?
yeah, i have !

You receive $ without any reason, what do you spend it on?
um, a chanel bag. haha... after i pay for my rents trip overseas,

Does someone text you goodnight every night/?
used to be... he calls me now :)

What do you hear?
computer noises.

Do you miss anyone?
yeah

What are you craving at the moment?
a hug ! from bennnn haha i'm not even going to lie.

Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?
.... good or bad difference?

Do you remember who you liked 3 months ago?
no, i was in love with someone back then.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
yes.

What's your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
hang with my homies

When was the last time you were scared?
this morning.

Can you be single and happy?
i can't remember.

Whose bed did you last sleep in other then your own?
yun shu's

Does anyone know your password besides you?
only a few

Look around your room, is there anything that brings back memories?
a whole bunch of things. movie tickets and photogs :)

Are you happy?
ask me after a certain time today and maybe i'll say yes !

Will this weekend be a good one?
it was quite good ! HBD DOM :)

Has anyone told you "Forever and Always" then left?
i don't like this question.

Who do you sit next to in science?
anu, bonnie and not ben anymore because mr khoury has separated us :(

Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
haha, doms BDAY outing crew :D

How many kids do you want to have?
2

What do you want to get tatooed?
the side of my lower back, downwards and very small.

Last girls house you slept at?
yunshu :)

Who with?
ben jeeeeeee... & all the babes at the afters the night before ;)


What are you doing tomorrow night?
ballet rehearsal (omg, weird.)

sorry for being so annoying

"You never love a girl because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her."

passion is inspiring.

don't hate for being human.



people make mistakes. but when they make it, that mistake belongs to them (not you)
and for those who believe in change and rapidly going downhill..
for your information, in the last 6 months i have planned the charity i'm founding when i'm older, i've been a tutor, a friend, i've studied, i've loved, i've reflected, i've consoled, i've read books, i've been frustrated, i've been hurt, i've become closer with my parents, i've looked after someone i love. so don't make assumptions

and. let. me. be.


badahdup, dadedahdade

goood night.

flashforward 3 years.

are you okay?

on how i met your mother punchy just said:
"she's my angel"
and simultaneously as he said that, my alarm began ringing to the song "you're my angel"


& as it happened i realised something...
i'm stuck in the same boat as the only person in this world who has ever told me that.

i hope we make it out alive.

hurt

You woke up naked next to the last person you texted what would your reaction be?
a smile. a big big smile.

If the last person you kissed, told you that kissing you was a mistake what would your reaction be?
i might not go to school for a few days.

Whose bedroom were you in last in?
my own.

Are you feeling guilty about anything right now?
yes.

Do you check your texts right away when you receive them?
most of the time.

You wake up and all your hair is gone, you reaction would be?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Do you wish you were doing something else right now?
eh, not really.

Have you slept in the opposite sex's bed before?
yes

When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
when you put me to sleep. (:

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
it depends, really.

Do you text a lot?
used to, some days yeah,

Do you know how to use a lighter?
yep

Do you play with fire?
yeah when i can and it's safe ;)

How do you feel right now?
lol don't ask me that.

Do you know what you want to be when you grow up?
yes, and i'm excited.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
sort of.

Do you get annoyed when you see someone you don't like?
nah

Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to?
forever and ever,

What are you doing for your next birthday?
day with my baby, dinner with the girls.

Are any of your texts in your inbox locked and why?
no. because there's nothing to hide.

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
i sure hope so

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
yes.

The person you like, are they older? How much?
yeah, about 6 months.

Do you think you'll be one of those people that will get a divorce in the future?
no.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
i don't remember.

Who did you text most today?
um, yun

Anything your looking forward to?
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.

rockstars

i have nothing left to say. numb.

wow.

the amount of times people have told me to change who i am as a person is insane.

X

SOME THINGS ARE NOT YOURS TO SPREAD.
PLEASE.

FUCK YOU.

i hate double standards

i hate thinking so much
i hate not knowing but knowing at the same time
i HATE REMEMBERING
i hate pretending things never happened
i hate falling asleep alone
i hate having no idea why
i hate getting no reply
i hate zoning out
i hate having to try so hard
i hate liquor, no i dont. but i hate how it makes me think.
i hate misunderstandings
i like proving people wrong
i love consoling talks involving hearing exactly what you want to hear.
i absolutely loved that two seconds of warmth i felt.
i wish i knew what the fuck i wrote this for.



if this was a perfect world, you would read my blog. you would understand. and i wouldn't feel so alone.

not in a blogging mood-

haven't blogged for a number of days now.

but here, something that is too true and will break many peoples hearts.
after a relationship -
if the the two people can be friends, they are either still in love, or never were. if you were truly in love with somebody, just being their friend wouldn’t be possible.

wishes

i was wearing silky genie pants tonight. (harem)
they really had an effect.
someone rubbed me and asked for a mansion.

... :/

my favourite season

is spring.
the butterflies are out. both inside my tummy and in the sky.
even though the season brings madness,
it inspires linen dresses, daffodils
and kisses that never
get
forgotten.

three favourite colours

purple, intense blue and black. idc if you say it's not a colour.

lol sorry if you see this and are like wtf.

yfc guy jeremy with pierre from mastachef junior loooooooooooooooooool having a pasta lunchdate. makes me jealous :( hehe

closest friends. part of duh meme.

some days i wake up and i'm heartbroken for no reason.
but i shall write a post anyway!

okay, well i don't want to do the usual 'ladbaby' post, because everyone's seen me do that a billion times. and although, i could never get enough of telling those 6 people how lucky i am to have them in my life, i'll save you some sappy-sap and do something a little less direct :)

so three people i cherish. not the people i cherish the most (okay, so i'm not sticking directly with the post but whatever). without names.

i'd tell you to 'have fun guessing', but i'm sure no one is even reading this anyway LOL.

number one.
you're someone i don't get to see often. you're very different from me i guess. pretty daring, always acting random and being quirky. i never know what you're going to say. sometimes i get stuck in conversation with you... but for some reason it doesn't make me feel like we're not good friends. the fact that we have so many awkward turtles but are still able to stay relatively normal is cool. i don't know if we're even close anymore, but it's nice to have you around sometimes. i think your significant-other stole you away from me, but it's okay :) you're happy. i think it's cute that out of all of your close friends, i still met you first.

number two.
where to start? i don't know about you either. i think for a period of time you may have been pretty much my whole world, but it's easy for a little kid to be so confined to something. for some reason i still sort of use you as a model. a model of how people should be, how they should treat others. you're actually really amazing at that, you know? haha, the way you are with your mum and all that respect. it's dumbfounding. i think knowing you has helped me be a better person. even seeing you in your new big-kid exterior, i can still remember some embarrassing stuff... for both of us. so yeah, stick around forever; even in the background of my life. i'd like that.

number three.
we were close. for a while. hummm, don't know about you but i swear that was one of the most surreal friendships i've ever had. it sort of feels like it never happened, like we never met. hahahah i guess you don't belong here. but i don't know. i wanted to talk about you, thats all. and yeah i am. right now (sort of, in my mind... sad-==). and it's nice. too bad i probably won't see you for a while. i don't even know where you are D: but anyway: here's to you giving me that moment of realisation that i was worth a lot more than i put myself down for. it's changed my perspective a fair bit.

my grammar and punctuation is horibubble on this blog. fuck.

haha

to my used-to-be-friend, n

that girl of yours deleted and BLOCKED me off your facebook.
wow, she's a feisty one. lolololololololl

hey look!

okay, i know this is stole off sally/yun's blog... but i have to spread it.
IT IS SO TRUE, i've tried it on a few people now! and zomg...
DONT READ THE ANSWERS... i repeat. until you've finished it of course :)

1. First write the numbers 1 to 11 down a page.

2. Then write two random numbers (each) next to the number 1 and the number 2.

3. Write the names of two different members of the opposite sex next to the number 3 and the number 7. (As in one next to three and a different one next to seven.)

If you look ahead, you're fooling yourself!

4. Write random names (friends, family etc.) next to the numbers 4,5 and 6. Don't look ahead!

5. Write song names next to the numbers 8, 9, 10 and 11.

6. Ok, now make a wish.

The Game (Test) Explained

Number 3 is the person you love.

Number 7 is the person you like but can't ever be with.

Number 4 is the person that takes care of you the most.

Number 5 is the person who knows you the most.

Number 6 is your lucky star.

Number 8 is a song that suits person number 3.

Number 9 is a song that suits person number 7.

Number 10 is a song that expresses your thoughts well.

Number 11 is a song that best describes your feelings about life.

princess cupcake

2. well, i have my ears pierced. really not that interesting. i like to wear these pierre cardin heart earrings i got from london, but not because they're pierre cardin... it's because they're a set of three... i wear two; and you keep the third one on you at all times. it's sort of come to be a symbol. i like it. it's sweet :) i love you! oh, and my belly button. right now it looks like a princess vomited a cupcake. pink loveheart with a tiny pearl screw. yay.

3. um my favourite show at the moment is gossip girl. i can't get enough of blair/chuck. don't know about you but that is exactly my piece of cake.

why i forgot what to write and it's pissing me off. oh well.

it was something to do with feeling like part of something warm...

1. my middle name is Teresa. i don't like it that i'm registered on board of studies as Teresa, but other than that it makes me think of charity in calcutta and little french girls holding baskets. sometimes i like to say my full name out loud in hopes of sounding interesting and ethnic
- amelia teresa alminaza varua
has a little ring to it, no?