You are a cinema, I could watch you forever.

Some say that imitation is the greatest form of flattery, but I say it's pretty lame.

Especially at such a ripe age (can't believe I just used that word lol)

But seriously guys, we're hitting our 20's pretty fuarking soon. 

How exciting (1st mission on the list: pink-tulle-tutu-and-singlet-with-no-bra strut down a bustling city street? SATC ref for those TT-ing hahahaha, but i'm obviously JKing 'cause me imitating Carrie B would totally defeat the purpose of this post)

BUT YEAH. 

Was trying to find a tumblr pic that would epitomise the ideas running through my head right now but simply couldn't WHOA. That's a first - there isn't a tumblrpic for my emotion right now :O

But yeah, this feeling just reminds me of primary school. And we're like.. old now, right?

I just thought people were over that.

Oh and I'm not implying I'm being imitated or anything like that. LOL because that would be absurd... who in their right mind!!?// ZZ

I just realised

Obvious but oh well.

My problem is that love means something completely different to me than it does to everyone else. Love is a thing I do truthfully, honestly and too often. And there aren't many people in the world that get why. My sister was talking to me this morning and she said clearly:

"you DO know how fucking easy it is to walk all over you right?"

And then I realised she was so right. So what if it is? What if it is and I hate it but am too stubborn to do anything about it?

I don't play games, I just get swept up in them.

I want fucking out, okay?

But it'll never go away, will it?

http://soundcloud.com/lakynheperi/drift-away

Photos and shiet

Since I've been one of the photo collectors over time, here are are few for da laughs :)

Or possibly da cries.

Or maybe even a slightly strange mixture of both.

xxxxxxxxx

Muck up day was so cool

 four of the most influential guys i am lucky to have ever encountered through highschool! :') I can't fucking believe It's all ending soon. I owe so so so much.

 must be doing something right to get days like this.
Ruse 12, fuuuck ily.

Should probs stop posting and start studying non-stop, hey

I'll miss ya'z like shit crazy son.

Reminds me so much of shit.

 So my suggestion is you sit in your room with the lights off, make sure you're really sleepy too, and lay flat on your back. Listen to this song. Either you'll sleep like a baby or your dreams will be magical. x

1000 words to go

stuck though, but I have an ending! WOO :)

passion reignited. yfgmh.

ALSO I JUST REALISED SOMETHING.

I'm so used to seeing them everyday so I'm just like, 'yeah she's ma sista' and 'yeah he's a caveman....' BUT MY SISTER AND HER BOYFRIEND ARE RIDICULOUSLY CUTE/ATTRACTIVE TOGETHER dkjhdjkahdjkshdkjsadh. Idc if I sound outstandingly conceited saying that because it's not about me... and I have no qualms regarding talking up my family. But seriously LOL WTF they'd have wonderful babies LOL (am I high?)

BACK DIMPLES

I wish I was small enough and skinny enough to get carried on someone's shoulders at a festival. I wish I was cute enough to pull off an indie haircut. I wish my extremities didn't get cold so easily. I wish I could write stories like Emily or Manda LOL. I wish food didn't make you fat. I wish I didn't dream. I wish I didn't have a fat pimple on my nose. OKAY I WISH FOR A LOT OF THINGS LOL

What I should be responding: Just find a man strong enough to carry you on their shoulders. Get a fucking indie haircut anyway, who's to judge? Man up and get some mittens. Stop trying to be other people because replicating them won't get you anywhere. Tough luck kiddo the rest of the world wants that too. THEN DON'T SLEEP LOL. Go stick some proactive on it. Stop whining and appreciate all of the beautiful shit you have!

My actual response: My life sucks.

Oh Amelia, shut up.

things, everything & nothing

“We can’t ever go back to old things or try and get the old kick out of something or find things the way we remembered them. We have them as we remember them and they are very fine and wonderful and we have to go on and have other things because the old things are nowhere except in our minds now”

- E. Hemingway

youth is like diamonds in the sun,

and diamonds are forever.


I can't stop dreaming about it. It's so warm and insane and crazy and the dream-world lasts for weeks every night. I'm in that world for weeks at a time. And I don't know why because when I wake up I don't feel anything at all - but my dreams do.

I've missed you

Oh missy,

7 years later and I still lie on my bedroom floor staring up at the ceiling and listen to your voice for hours. You make me feel okay.

HAHAHA

SO DERP. CHEESEBALL MOODS YAY. I FEEL SO FILIPINO RIGHT NOW LOL

Determination

  ^ 19 weeks ago, in pain!

^ today, with ease :) one miniscule step for every other dancer in the world, one huuge step for Amelia!! yaynext step:

 AND THEN MAYBE ONE DAY: