for those of you who actually understand my cryptic posts

this lame blog started in july 2009.
and everything big i've gone through:
every little ambition
but most importantly, every big fear
is staring me blatantly in the face every time i read it.
i know it's weird to read your own blog
i do though
because everytime i do, i learn something about myself that i don't want to know.

haahahah. dozens of the decisions i've made have been foreshadowed by some of my blogs.
how could i have not seen that?

so to all those confused people out there.
start blogging. haha it helps. even though you know nobody understands you
it helps.