why am i still going on about christmas ?
well, it's because i never wrote about it.
& i think i should (:
i dont really feel like going into the day in detail but yeah. it was a special day for me. i'm happy there are so many people who help out the people that need it. i'm sure we all felt like dickheads singing on stage for a bunch of people we didn't know, but the room went warm when we did; the lights got brighter and the food got better. mmm. or maybe it was all in my mind.
ohoh and at the end of the day! the kids came back for a 2nd round of presents - it made me realise that the world isn;t as big, scary and unforgiving as i thought it was. i gotta say, every kid i met there was like a stab at my heart. why cant they have everything they want? i'm proud to say for that 5 minutes, that 10 seconds when santa asked them their name and told them to choose anything they wanted; they did.
its something i cant really explain without you thinking i'm all self righteous and annoying. i don't want you to think i'm this amazing person who does more for the world than you. i'm a self-obsessed materialistic teenager that wishes she could care. more.
yeah. 2010 :)
a. little. step. closer
fact #49 - i'm so scared of time. it's too fast for me.
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