experiences shape your future.

ehhh i'll continue on a session of thought vomit
which isn't surprisingly actual vomit --"

hahaha look, the eyelashes i got last week :)
i actuallly think they're pretty rad 8)

fuuuuck, i procrastinate way too much. it's like a disease or something. it's so frustrating.

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yesterday i went a little overboard, to prove something to myself - and i did.
i proved that i dont need substances in my body to make me feel good and have fun.
i also proved, however, that i can pull off almost anything.
it was fun :) but i didn't need my electric pink friends for help, especially that it's hard to bleach bloody carpet and clean up shards of glass when you're pissssseeed.


it wasn't NOT fun or anything. but now i can diss people who get pointlessly trashed and not sound like one of those dickheads that puts something down without even attempting to experience it first.

yeah, i want something like that this summer.

fact #22 - i laugh ALOT when i'm drunk.