Tonight I'm writing a letter to all the single ladies, in general -
I will never let go of who I am to give a man what he wants. I'm not talking about anything sexual either, this is different from that - although I have billions of thoughts on that too. But first, I'll talk relationships. People tell me; "you've got to show them you're strong", "seriously girl. you've got to play the game" - show them that I'm... what? A sheep? A dishonest, feeble version of myself? No, being 'strong' to me is standing the fuck up for what I feel, and often that's just a 19 year old lost girl legitimately in need of some affection and honesty. I've been told that it automatically shows weakness if you reveal to someone that you're overwhelmingly excited to share something mundane with them, yet it can't be such a problem to want to share that with someone - right? Screw modesty, we should be able to get all up in peoples faces if we want to. Tell them that you want to fucking hold their hand, of-course-you-fucking-do. Don't let people let you believe that you'll fuck it up for doing it the way you want to. Listen here boys, If you do not want to chase me, simply because "I'm just there": I don't need you in my life. It's that simple. I called your kind 'Boys' for a reason. Don't waste your time on people who make you question your soul. That's all I've got for tonight, just wanted to share it.
Over & out,
Mielz x
p.s. and also to
males: we're not just "doing whatever" when we hang out. That sucks, get
better at planning (all of you, Men included).
