Saturday, 1 October 2011

New post left purposely for a late night

Apparently honesty is a good colour on me

Five ways to win your heart
1. Good morning texts. with smileys, and breakfast. I love breakfast.
2. Surprise tickles. Even though I don't 'like them' haha. That look of satisfaction on a boys' face when they make you laugh is so sexy - like they crinkle their eyes like; 'Look! i can make her laugh like that! she's so pretty when she laughs like that!' Along with similar 'i'm just fucking happy-i'm-with-her' looks/smiles.
3. Boys who tell you how they feel. I mean, just tell me you're sad/angry! I wanna make you cookies and hug you till you feel better. And it's nice to share something secret with your favourite person so they feel special anyway :) 
4. My favourite, and probably the strangest criteria is you have to accept and enjoy contemplating in quiet moments. Hmm, sounds silly but I have this thing with people. I have this thing with lying down on my back and talking. Talking about nothing and everything. And laughing - and not having to kiss or hug or even touch. Just appreciating electrical energy. And understanding that I would choose to do that with my time if I had the option. Because  that's what I like to do - look at stars and wonder about everything. And be quiet. & When I can share that with someone with no awkwardness or judgement, I feel... see I can't even describe it. But it's one of those things you can't fake. So I guess this isn't really criteria.
5. A boy who can't actually stand to see you cry. Like guys who are all heroic and stuff. When you cry you can tell by the look on their face whether they actually give a shit or not. If they look like they just want you to smile than I think it's a pretty good sign. It's an extra good sign if they can lose all inhibitions just to make sure that smile happens.

Something you feel strongly about
People who think sufferers of mental illness are weak, and that it's just an excuse.

A book you love
Haha to be honest? The first one that comes to mind is Ella Enchanted. It's just so adorable. The book though, definitely not the movie.

Bullet your whole day
- Started my belonging creative in a spurt of happy intense energy from 1am-2am.
- Woken up by warm pancakes in bed from daddy on his day off at 9am! Only to realise he only had a day off to bring my sister somewhere important and that my sister isn't home. So I had breakfast with dad. And he made me his barista quality coffee, and we listened to Jamie Cullum and Coldplpay and I promised him I would work hard for the rest of forever. 
- Took the train to Parramatta to meet the girls 
- Sat in a park with BAM
- Pretended to go furniture shopping with BAM
- Had an awkward study session in library with Joshy and Jaff :)
- Ate home made migoreng in the car
- Came home to Italian style osso bucco from my masterchef father
- Slept
- Just woke up

Things you want to say to an ex
The most recent? Haha we could actually be bros. Today wasn't that bad was it? It's kinda sad that we have to be so weird. We actually got along before the weirdness, right? haha.

Your views on mainstream music
I wish I didn't have to resort to listening to it,  but my time management in highschool has proved that finding music has become a low priority and isn't that important to me. But it really is, yet I can't bring myself to start again because I feel like a half arsed attempt at an affair with music is not good enough. Mainstream music is good for dancing though :) & when I'm mellow it's always mayer or colplay anyway. 


Five pet peeves
1. When people in retail are having pissy moods. Ever heard of customer service? yeah, you're getting paid for it.
2. When someone eats the good part of a food item that I have purchased. Unless you are really close I strongly dislike this.
3. When restaurants take forever to deliver food. LOL
Tbh, I really don't have many peeves. HAHA.

How important you think education is
It makes the world go around. I dunno if I can even articulate how important it is to not only myself but 90% of the people I know. So yeah. Very.

Put your music player on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play
I'll do it with my personal playlist of favs stolen off Saj's 10000 strong playlist :)
all old old stuff though
1. Glass of water - Coldplay
2. Mockingbird - Eminem
3. Celebrate our love - Alice deejay
4. Turn it up - Bass attackers
5. Knock you down - Kanye West
6. Party on the floor - DJ Earworm
7. 12 inch - DJ Inphinity (LOL OK I HAVE A PARTY MUSIC THING KAY)
8. Love Lockdown - Kanye West
9. Swing Swing - All American Rejects (AAARMY! :'))
10. Smile like you mean it - The Killers.


Your family
To be completely honest. There are going to be five people in my house tomorrow evening and the amount of smiling I will be doing will be the most in months.

Five guys whom you find attractive
I'm gonna go on tumblr to find examples. No stalker. I just feel like using relatively less mainstream people as examples of those I check out in daily life LOL 




 Actually second last & last please marry me.